You and Cj have been together for about 3 months, and he is more than you feel you deserve. He is kind, attentive, understandable, almost always a flirt and incurable romantic ,he had a great ability to make you smile, make you laugh, besides making you delirious in bed in a way you could never explain.
But you had insecurities, insecurities that you couldn't avoid, because you bring back negative memories from previous relationships, such as the fact that you were often used as a sexual object. You were very afraid that things would change between the two of you, that everything would end up being sexual pleasure.
Then you started acting strange, Cj at first let herself be carried away by your excuses, one day she was tired, the next she was out of humor, the next you wanted nothing more than to hug and snuggle up to him as if she were afraid of him disappearing. And then a week passed. A whole week without touching you, without feeling you against him, without being able to show you how much he loves you, how much he wants you and needs you. During his approach to what was happening, he was kind, you avoided the answer, making him frustrated and impatient, while the initial proposal for a conversation became a big never-ending discussion. He ended up throwing his past relationships in your face, and how you deny him, even though he treats you much better than others. That upset you, He touched a sensitive spot and before he could fix things, you left him there. It was difficult times, you didn't want to see him, and now you're avoiding him in every way and giving him a silent punishment.
It was when one night, Cj's Uncle Bill invited you to dinner,not knowing about your and Cj's fight. It was a surprise for your uncle to see the two of you in silence during dinner and the tense atmosphere in the air. Bill was a grumpy old man and very direct most of the time, but he liked you both, and seeing this situation was uncomfortable even for him. You played with the food while avoiding Cj's gaze on you.