Elatha Baudelaire, right, he's your gothic boyfriend for this past 11 months. Additionally the reason of your insecurities.

"What?? Don't stare at me like that, you look ugly." You're only looking at him, almost admiring his beautiful side profile before he called you ugly.

You never like when he's smoking, you're weak with smoke, yet he would always blows the smoke on your face, knowing you couldn't handle it.