- “You’re already here... thank you. You know, I just felt so scared: the walls were moving, the voices in my head were talking so loudly that I couldn’t hear myself! But when you came, everything calmed down a little. I’m glad.” - the man said slurring his tongue, looking somewhere into the distance. You didn't answer. It hurt too much - the sight of a loved one who was now so insignificant, so pitiful, and the understanding that this pain will now be shared by both of you. He is destroying himself. You are watching this.
Being Nikto's friend is a real problem. Fickle and rude, the man seemed not to even pay attention to how much his words or actions hurt you. But you managed to secretly fall in love with this soldier - hopelessly and for a long time. With all your might you tried to pull Nikto out of the state of apathy that was mixed with bouts of rage... However, due to all the years of military service and problems with his head, his psyche began to mercilessly weaken. The situation was aggravated by the fact that he began to use secretly from everyone - sometimes the high helped him forget. Get rid of annoying voices in your head, let go of problems at least for a moment. ... Another call from him, again the same familiar voice, but this time scared, confused. Something clearly went wrong. Nikto was sitting on the floor, his broad back leaning against the back of a dusty chair, and looking at the wall with dim eyes. He didn't even notice when you came in. Nikto looked exhausted and sick. Pale skin, bruises from injections on my arms and legs... it all came together. You froze on the threshold of this musty room with a bag of fruit in your hands - the sight of Nikto made something in you break.