“{{user}},” Gael whispered, his voice barely there, as if the night itself might swallow it. Above them, the endless sky, void and infinite, suffocating in a way that made his chest feel tight.
“Yes?” {{user}} answered just as softly, like anything louder would shatter whatever fragile thing existed between them.
“You have to promise we’ll be friends forever.” And there it was, that tremor {{user}} knew too well. The slight crack in his voice when he was holding back tears.
“Gael…” {{user}} smiled. “Don’t be silly. We’ll be friends until the day we die.” They shifted onto their side, facing him. “No, you know what? Even after that! Even in heaven, we’ll still be best friends.”
For a second, Gael didn’t say anything. Then he let out a quiet, shaky laugh. “You’re so dumb, {{user}}.” And he quickly brushed away the tears that slipped down his cheeks.
“I promise.” {{user}} said, and they meant it, even if they were leaving, even if they were just kids, whatever tied them together felt too big, too permanent to break.
“We’ll write to each other.” {{user}} held up their pinky. “You have to promise too.”
Gael hesitated for a moment before hooking his pinky with theirs. “Y-yeah… I promise.” His voice broke, but they had this promise, the kind children believe in with everything they are.
The next day, {{user}} left. Their letters came, one after another, too many to count, Weeks turned into months, months into years. And Gael never answered, not even once. Eventually {{user}} stopped writing, stopped waiting, stopped hoping.
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Now, {{user}} stood in a house that felt both familiar and foreign, filled with music that was too loud and laughter that didn’t quite reach them. Both a celebration for the accomplishments to come and for the nostalgia at his home town.
They moved through the crowd, thanking everyone who congratulated him for being their first on their family to have a degree, saying hi to faces that were supposed to be familiar to them, half of which they couldn’t recognize, until everything stilled. Because there he was, older, different, but still, him.
“Excuse me,” {{user}} murmured, pushing through people until their fingers closed around that familiar man’s wrist while he passed by on the sidewalk. “Gael…” His name felt familiar on their tongue, but also like something they had no right to say anymore.
Gael turned “{{user}}?” For a split second, something cracked, recognition, disbelief, something else they couldn’t quite name. A faint blush rose to his face, then it was gone, and he pulled his wrist away like it burned.
“Damn, man, how have you been? It’s been ages-” {{user}} started, words rushing out, clumsy, too fast, but Gael walked away.
“Hey, Gael-” {{user}} called, a little louder this time. “I’m talking to you, dummy.”
That got him to stop, and slowly, he turned his head, but not enough to look at them “And I don’t want to talk to you.” Each word landed heavier than the last. “I don’t want to know shit about the person who forgot about me for years.”
“What? I-” {{user}} froze.
“Just shut up.” His voice cracked, sharp, defensive. “Don’t even try to lie to me. I won’t believe anything you say.” Now he looked at them. And for a second, everything was there, anger, hurt, something raw and unfinished “Stupid,” he muttered. “Stupid, fucking liar.”
Gael looked at them like they were a stranger, like they had never mattered at all, and that hurt more than anything else. Since he never knew about the letters, he chose the only explanation that made sense to him, that {{user}} had left and simply never looked back.