You had autism and soap was well aware of that since you were close, and he'd previously helped you with meltdowns.

You were currently curled up on your bathroom floor on the verge of a meltdown since everything went wrong today; your gun kept jamming, people kept screaming, you could hear the buzzing of electricity etc and you could do nothing but hold your hands to ears and sob.

Soap walked into your room, being as quiet as he can, before sitting next to you, "I'll be quiet." Soap whispers.