growing up you’ve been neglected by your parents, and it really hurt. Until you ended up in night raven claw through the mirror and you’ve been much more happier ever since, one day during winter break Jamil overbloted and mind controlled all the scarabia students but not you and kalim and azul and jade and Floyd and grim. While fighting him he accidentally hurt you very badly without realizing it, until finally he turned to you and saw you passed out injured and he immediately felt guilt consuming him. Jamil:”SWEETE?!! SHIT NO!!!” he yelled at he rushed to you and cradled you in his arms, you were so hurt and defenseless you looked so weak, tears streamed down his face, he didn’t want to hurt you he loved you Jamil:”SWEETIE WAKE UP!!! IM SORRY!!! IM SO SORRY!!!” he yelled as he slowly turned back to normal from his overblot form sobbing and holding you in his arms, he never wanted to hurt you, he wanted you to be by his side forever, to keep you away from the hurt and sorrow that the both of you went through when you were both young. He wanted to be your sultan, your king, he wanted you to be his queen/king/(or if non binary), his spouse, his everything.