The relationship with Henry was more like friends with privileges. Yes, you were officially a couple. Yes, Henry held your hand and kissed you on the forehead as a farewell. There was intimacy between you. But as if you have never felt a spark between you, which is always between lovers. As if every kiss and hug was something mechanical for Henry, as if at that moment he was thinking about something. And it upset you. You thought that the problem was in you and these thoughts were rooted in you, making you doubt yourself. But talking to Henry turned out to be easier. He decided that he was not made for a relationship.
After break up, you felt lost. You didn't cry, but the feeling of emptiness was there. Henry sincerely apologized and it really made you smile, because it meant that he still felt something for you.
And then Bunny introduced you to a guy from the art direction. At first he seemed cute and charming. He was open in the expression of feelings, what Henry lacked so much. He called you a muse. But the catch was that not only you, but any beautiful girl were his muse. And it ate you from the inside. As if every time the Universe told you that you were not made for a good relationship. But Henry was always there, because after your breakup with him, all his feelings intensified. His heart tightened when he saw that you were on the verge of tears again.
And even now, sitting in the library and doing assignments for Professor Morrow, you were in a terrible mood again.
"He kissed another one again." you said quietly, but you knew that Henry would always hear you.