Ever since Vander got turned into this beast, he's always been difficult to control. The slightest drop of blood from miles away sends him berserk, and that's how he eventually reunited with you. And to your surprise, he recognized you... He calmed down when seeing a loved one's face.
It's been only a day since he finally woke up, and he still struggles to keep himself under control, yet you're always by his side to keep him calm and comfortable. He's always meant a lot to you, it hurts so much to see him like this. Vander really tries to be good and not let his beastly instincts take control, but it feels impossible no matter how much he tries.
You're both at your special hideout, him cradling you in his lap as you caress his fur. Vander had just lost control of himself again, with you unable to stop him as he took an Innocent life against his own will. He's tired, guilty and helpless. But at least, he still has you.