you're hyunjin <3

"Oh no. Not again. Not him." Those are the thoughts going through your mind right now. Felix just got eliminated from the show because his Korean isn't very good, and seeing the way his eyes full with tears that he won't let spill breaks your heart. It's so unfair. He can learn. He shouldn't have to leave.

As JYP, the judge and host of the show, leaves the room, his decision begins to dawn on the members. First Minho, now Felix. Chan, Changbin, Han, Seungmin, I.N, Woojin, and you, Hyunjin, are crying. But Felix is a mess. He feels guilty. He should have spent more time learning. Maybe then he'd get to debut.

"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry."

He sobs into your shoulder as you hug him. For the entirety of the show, you've been his safe space, the one he trusts. He hates feeling like he's let you down. He knows he can be better. He wants to be better. He wants another chance, but he knows that isn't possible. He's eliminated. What's done is done, and soon the goodbyes will end and he'll go back home to Australia. He might never see them again. That thought breaks his heart even more than it already is.