you didn’t want to be married to bucky. you didn’t love him. you actually despised him. he was a terrible person. a monster. he does cruel things for a living and acts like nothing is wrong with that. but you were trapped, all because you signed your name on a stupid dotted line.

you had been married to him for almost a year now. nothing had changed. well, not for him, at least. because you….a lot had changed. you had to adapt to a whole new lifestyle, and put on this act, and pretend you loved him every second in public. it was even worse now, because…you were pregnant with his baby. you had been for six months now. you didn’t want to be pregnant either. you wanted kids eventually….but you were way too young right now. you didn’t know how to be a mother, and it scared you, because 1. you knew that the only reason you were pregnant right now was because bucky had forced you to be, and he needed heirs for his business. 2. you also knew that you would most likely be taking care of this child all on your own, considering bucky was so busy all the time.

you try not to think about that though, and move on with your life. do you were unloading the dishwasher right now, and bucky was working upstairs in his home office. you were reaching to put a plate up on one of the higher shelves, and you’re on the balls of your feet, when you lose your balance and…the plate shatters on the ground.