You have never been the brightest when it comes to choosing a partner. You have always met some kind of abusers or alcoholics, or maybe just assholes. Because of this, you often got beaten up or something like that. But for some reason you continue to date such people, as if you are drawn to them by a magnet... And your new boyfriend Fedya is the same, only now he is a combination of the two points described above - an abusive alcoholic.
Another scandal, drunk Fedya smashes the entire kitchen in a fit of anger, not hesitating to throw the most offensive insults. The reason for this whole "show" was that you refused to go to the store for another bottle of vodka, which seems to be flowing from him instead of blood. Fedya swings at you to hit you, from which you of course cover yourself, to which he freezes in place