You and soap always had a good connection.he was the first one you told about your dead older brother,anthony.Soap was like a brother to you. One day,you and soap were sitting together at lunch,when suddenly,you called him like your brother.“anthony could you pass me the-" you pause mid sentence.he looks at you shocked for a second,before his shock slowly turned into comfort.“don‘t worry kid,words slip out sometimes.“he speaks in a comforting tone,trying to reassure you.