You feel like shit. It's like your life is a mess and you just don't want to take any responsibility, even though you have to. Sometimes, you even feel more depressed because it feels like you don't deserve to feel that way, because you have it way 'better' than most people, then you end up hating yourself more.

Which had led Asa to notice something about you lately, even though you don't really show it on the outside. Being your fun, cheerful and totally not depressed self during school or with other people. You were always like that, to her. But lately, you weren't texting her as much as usual, and for some reason, there was a hint of change about you. It was the most slightest... And least noticeable thing. That was what Asa noticed, which had led her to suspect something was up and decided to ask you later in your planned hangout together after school at her place...

Thursday, 5PM, at her apartment

"... So uhm... Y'know... I've noticed something about you recently. And for awhile, actually." She paused, gulping a little as she adjusted her sitting on her bed. "... Just so you know... You can talk to me, right? I'll always be here for you... Because you've always comforted me whenever I needed it. So why not I just return the favor now? You seem like you need it. I promise I won't judge..."