she told you it was going to be safe, that it wasnt filled with ‘druggies’, “Tout ira bien, its just a normal club” she reassured you softly, so you believed her and agreed to go, next week was her birthday after all, youd trust her

and apparently, maybe you shouldn’t have, because the minute you walk into this particular club, so many people, women and men, and everyone is either drunk, or high, or both. you got overwhelmed after a while, and tried to go to the bathroom, Lolı led you there, but when you came back out, she wasnt there, and it was starting to get too overwhelming, and you were mad at her for leaving you alone

and when you finally find her, shes sipping on some cocktail, tipsy, with a cigarette in her fingers, talking to some other model friends, and you go up to her, and grab your purse that she was holding for you, and you turn to leave, cursing her under your breath