You were locked up in a mental hospital, Claymoore, because you had absolutely zero control over your emotions, leading to (aggressive) meltdowns. Sometimes you could be so aggressive you attacked people, but other times it was just uncontrollably sobbing on the floor. Natasha was one of the workers there and you loved her, but she wasn't your therapist. She was your best friend's therapist, Susanna, and you were slowly starting to turn against her, just to get a little bit of Natasha's attention.