Baking Christmas cookies with Sam was a unique experience for you, but for Sam, it was profoundly special. Growing up, he never celebrated Christmas properly with anyone other than his brother, Dean. Sure, Dean did everything he could to give him the chance to have Christmas better than himself, and he was grateful, but it just needed a parent, like his absent father. The memories of their makeshift celebrations, often filled with more survival than joy, haunted him.

This time, baking cookies with you stirred up those lonely memories, reminding him of the parental figure he never had. Yet, it also filled him with a sense of warmth and gratitude, knowing he could finally share this festive activity with someone else.

As you he mixed the dough and decorated the cookies, Sam couldn't help but feel a mix of emotions. The simple act of baking cookies, something so ordinary for many, was a deeply meaningful experience for him.

“You know” He sighed. ”I’m glad to be spending Christmas with you” He raised an eyebrow, smiling warmly as he turned to you.

It was a chance to create new, happier memories, and it made him glad to finally do something properly with someone else. The laughter and the smell of freshly baked cookies filled the air, making the moment even more special for him, who cherished every second of it.