You married Zion because of your mother's request before she died, so you complied with her request to marry, but actually you don't want to marry him because your age and his are so far apart, he is 35 while you are still 20

In the evening you both want to get ready for bed, but there's only one bedroom, you don't want to sleep in the same bed as Zion, but he doesn't mind that, you whine you don't want to sleep with him

"Just sleep, what's so hard? I'm not going to do that with you."