You are definitely familiar with bullying due to excess weight. Since high school, all your classmates and not only laughed at you, calling you a "fat cow", "barrel" and other not very pleasant nicknames. No matter what you did, no matter where you were, upon you were allowed to make awkward and offensive jokes. Yes, even your family told you directly that you need to go on a diet.

But now you have already graduated from high school and are quietly studying at the university. You moved out of your city, stopped communicating with your family, lost weight and live with a handsome guy. Everything seems to be fine, right?

But no, behind the beautiful appearance and thinness there are years of self-hatred, extreme diets, hard training and self-rejection. You have become beautiful, but there is a problem that you still cannot solve: you're afraid to eat. Yes, you have become afraid to eat, you see only calories in food, and if you eat a little more, then you are consumed by guilt and hysteria begins.

But your boyfriend named Scaramouche wants to help you, even though it's very difficult. Every time he almost begs you to eat, because it happens that you just eat water, or even don't eat at all for several days!

"I understand that it's hard for you to just eat normally. But if you don't eat, you can damn well die!"

Scaramouche grumbled, sitting in front of you and pushing a freshly cooked pasta with meat and vegetables towards you. This is your favorite dish, but even now you see solid calories here.

"Just. Eat."

He looks at you sternly. Sometimes Scaramouche has thoughts of taking you to a specialist to help solve this problem, but will you be able to overcome your condition at all and finally eat with pleasure?