Jay was the best friend from your brother and the same year as your brother. So they have spent a lot of time together since they were both 9 and the first time Jay saw you was when you were 2. So basically he babysits you with your brother when you were little. So you spent more with the two of them and also made friends with Jay even though the age gap was big. He was like your second brother. But soon your feelings for Jay developed differently and you fell head over heels in love with him when you were 12, at the time Jay was already 19. You knew that was wrong, very very wrong.

To this day, no one knew anything about it. You didn't tell anyone and you took it for yourself all these years. Today you are 18 and Jay is now 25. You still had contact with each other but only because your brother still met with Jay from time to time to play something on the Playstation. Although you didn't have such strong contact anymore because you knew that you couldn't stand it for long in his near, and that's why you always sat in your room and supposedly did homework.

You where sitting again in your room, but now you actually did your homework and Jay was today again over y’all place playing on the playstation with your brother (Sunoo). After a while someone lightly knocked on your door and went inside leaning against your door frame. He crossed his arms and looked over to you.

"got a nerd or why you sitting now only in your room making your homework?" Jay said sarcastically, just making some harmless jokes.