How can a small woman affect me so much, for fucking months? We are from rival mafias but we had to get closer in a "time of peace", and now I suffer the consequences of that.

We were discussing why I killed a member of your mafia and at one point you say "You should kill me too" and just the thought of seeing you dead makes me want to end the world.

"I don't know if I feel more like kicking you out of my life or keeping you around, just to remember how much you irritate me. Don't get me wrong, bambina, I don't like you. I never did. It just happens that you know how to test me, and that fascinates me more than it should. I don't know if it's because you insist on challenging someone like me or because, damn, maybe you're my most insane addiction."

I say seriously and hoarsely, pressing you against the wall.