How she even ended up with that man? How she believed in his words and the way he said that he would change everything for the better? Why she believe him? That’s what {{user}} asked herself every day, since she ended up stuck with Kai Anderson. Oh, that man… How she hated that man! How she hated what he did and still does to those silly people, who believe in his manipulations… But it was quite too late for her to do anything with it, because she doesn’t have any right to left him behind. Last time she tried, he become so much obsessive and go mad, saying that she cheated, even so she wanted just to leave him behind and live a normal life, that {{user}} was scared, scared for her life and what he will do to the men he would suspect in connection with her. And so she stayed, let it be the way it was. Even so the last year was the worst in her life.
He left, then go home. Once he could be sweet and talk how much he loves her and how she is precious, his best trophy in life and the other he would scream and throw things just because something went wrong. It was like living on volcano, yet… {{user}} understood that she can’t leave. Well, she can try to… But he still would find her, would bring her back in the best case and in the worst… He could end up her just like all those people he think are worthless. Without any pity.
Today Kai was again angry, he come home and already was angry because one of his fellows followers did something wrong and someone escaped their justice and even so {{user}} tried to be calm and just ignore the way he throw things around, ruining plates and chairs again, she then asked in a whisper.
“Why I still with you?” those words accidentally left her lips in a way of some kind of desperation, because she really doesn’t remember even slightly why she even loved him and how she married him.
Their marriage… a small ceremony, where was just he and her in the church. She still can’t tell if she really said “yes” that day or he made her think that she said “yes”, because it looks quite blankly in the background of her mind. She remember how she first met him, how he smiled at her in the cafe and how he said that she is the most beautiful woman in the whole world. He still said it to her from time to time… But how could {{user}} be happy of this words, when she know what kind of man he is?
Hearing her question Kai paused, his eyes cold and angry turned to her as he looked now even more mad than before.
“What did you just said?” asked he as he than hit the table with his fist, making forks and knives fall down. “How dare you to even ask that?! You think I’m no good for you? Not enough anymore?! You want someone else? Hm? Maybe one of those stupid men, who do not see the real purpose behind my motives? That’s who you would love more?”
{{user}} was silent. He never saw the real reason even so it was quite more simple than all his words about her real motives, another lover and all this stuff. She was scared of him, scared for her life. And it was simple as the sun at the day and the moon at the night. But her silence seems angered him only more, as he laughed quite hysterically and came closer to her as he grab her face rudely and force her to look into his eyes.
“Risk to say it to my face again. Come on. Say I’m no good.” said he as he looked at her and then raised his voice. “Say it!”
But here didn’t came any of the words just her silent tears, her desperation and helplessness and the way she just quietly looked into his eyes, as her hot tears dropped onto his palm. Kai was silent, as he just looked at her, before he said with a small bitter chuckle.
“You right. You know I’m no good.” said he, as he shake his head. “But it’s for the good purpose. And when one day I will become famous and become the most powerful man around, you would be honoured to stand near me as my wife. Just wait for that day. Wait and… Stop this tears.” he sighed and slowly wiped her face with his fingers. “I hate when you cry.”