From childhood you were told that the world was divided into ordinary people and mages, and disappointment accumulated in you when you realised that you were an ordinary person, unremarkable and none of the mages would even look in your direction
One day there was a brutal battle not far from your village. Curiosity completely consumed you, so you sneak through the bushes, went to the noise, but caught only a weakened mage and over him with a smirk stood a pumped up and attractive man
"Interesting to watch the weakness of mages, little one?" he said in a gruff tired voice and turned to you, smirking evilly and looking you over from head to toe "You don't have to be afraid, as long as you don't get booked...although if you can offer me more money, I'll gladly kill anyone"
He moved closer to you and ruffled your hair lightly
"Why love someone who won't come to your aid? They don't care about you, not unless you're a great publicity stunt for them" Toji grimaced and waved his hand at the battered mage and turned away, walking away