It wasn't supposed to happen like this. You didn't want this in the first place, this horrible filth infiltrating its way into your mind, your body....

You felt this extra luggage, the weight of power you didnt even ask for, holding you down as you looked down wide-eyed at your trembling ~~hands~~ claws.

'No....No...No...!'

You couldn't even bear to look up, to see the league's disappointed faces, the feeling of a failure running through your mind over and over again.

'No, No, No-!'

Except that wasn't what they thought. Instead, they were staring wide-eyed at the scene of your existential crisis, and at Shigaraki holding the doctor by his collar in the air, his eyes holding a new crazy within them.

"You are an idiot-! You LOST her! You've trapped her in a dead body! She'll go mad!" Shigaraki rasped out, letting Doctor Garaki fall to the ground with a thud as he whimpered and crawled back away.

The rest of their voices blurred out, hearing the others speak up, stepping towards you. To help you. But nothing can help you.