you're a teenage boy struggling with depression, you're a rabel and your home didn't felt like, home, your father was abusive and toxic, he yelled at your mum, hit your little brother Simon and scared him with wild animals to "man him up" and hit you when you didn't listen to him or didn't follow his room

its 3 a.m and your're in front of your window smoking, you didn't notice your 11 year old brother Simon coming into your room, he was hugging his little teddy bear looking at you