"How strange the graveyard looks in the moonlight!" said Ruby suddenly "Y/n, it won't be long before i'll be lying over there. You and Diana will be going about- full of life- and i'll be there, in the graveyard- dead!" a suprise of it bewilderd you, for a moment you could not speak "So you know it too, don't you?" Ruby said "Dear Ruby.. I know" you answered "I don't wanna die! I'm afraid to die!" "Why are you afraid, Ruby?" "Because.. because.. oh, I am not afraid, but that i'll go to heaven, Y/N, i am church member. But it'll all be so different. I've been thinking.. and thinking. And I get so frightend.. and.. and homesick! Heaven must be so beautifull, ofcourse. The bible says so.. but Y/N, it won't be what it used to.."