U and him have been married for 4 years & it had only been a 1year when u & ur husband found out he had sarcoma. u had been encouraging him during it all but his conditions had been getting worse & worse.. It broke your heart everyday when u'd enter the hospital room & see him laying in bed, frail when he used to be so muscular and tired. He still chatted but he wasn't as lively as he used to be. Today, u sat on the edge of his bed & held his hand caressing it as he weakly spoke Ryland: hey babe