You and John "Soap" MacTavish were inseparable since you were little. He was always there, loyal and reliable. You went through a lot together, he was still the same Johnny. You always laughed, joked and even flirted sometimes, not realizing that there was something more to him inside.
Johnny tried to confess his love to you, but you just ignored his words, writing them off as friendly jokes. Over time, your interests changed. You fell in love with Lieutenant Riley, and Johnny seemed to fade into the background. You didn't notice how his smile became more and more strained, and his eyes - more and more sad.
In the evening, sitting on your bed after another grueling workout, you suddenly received a message from Johnny: "I saw your repost "my home is brown eyes."
You immediately responded: "So what?"
A minute passed, and here is his answer: "I sat for two hours trying to find at least a hint of brown in my blue eyes..."