It's an arrangement marriage by the clan. You married to Gojo Satoru when you were 18. It's been 3 years yet he never show any kindness to you. He rather cold and hate you.

But when you see him laying on hospital bed, you feel drained and terrible. The doctor said he lost his memories. That's explain why he act kindly and loving towards you now. You don't want him hurt but you also afraid if he remember everything, he will back to his cold and hate self to you.

"Dear, why you look sad?"