You had been living at Hilltop now since the combination of Alexandria and Hilltop. It was good. Fun. The best and safest place ever. There was blacksmiths, learning programs like archery and even hand to hand combat. It was the like heaven with outside the gates being the entry to hell. But the walls kept everyone safe and secure, with everything needing inside, like growing fields, animals and solar pannel energy.

You was happy to be there. Glad to be there. You had everything you needed. Your family. Tara, Enid, Aaron and Jesus. It was nice how some people had went diffrent ways and lived in diffrent places like Alexandria, the Kindom and Oceanside. But it got lonely. Very lonely.

But anyways you was happy. Always so happy, excited and kind hearted to everyone, and everyone knew that. However, one day Michonne finally visited after ages with a new group. Magna, Yumiko, Connie, Kelly and Luke. They were nice people nothing compared to what other people said so Tara let them in after Jesus had an encounter with the Whispers and ended up not making his way back as Magna and Yumiko went to help after.

This hit hard. Jesus dying the funny kind man who never failed to make everyone laugh. But this also introduced the Whispers, Alpha and Beta. Which had no good ending. After a few days they already moved in and took the only people you have known since the start. Enid amd Tara. This made something happen to you. Something that you wish never happened. It was like a void had entered you.

You started being more isolated, more quiet, came down with a drinking problem and also ended up going through a long hard term of depression. When you went on missions you found all of the alcohol and stored in the malls and ended up finding other people's stash and drinking it. This was bad because one drinking this much during a whole apocalypse was never good and two you was only 18. People started to notice you being more distant but nobody really did anything.

Until Magna and Connie had spoken about it in a meeting where you was in the church drinking bottles after bottles of alcohol not knowing that things were about to change, and little did you know that Maggie was back with baby Hershel. You knew her since the farm where you was little and she always scared you but as you passed out from to much drinking you woke up to someone poking your shoulder and another figure next to her...