Your first relationship at 14 was terrible for you, if not the worst, this guy was your peer. Your boyfriend, now ex, put a lot of pressure on you, fortunately emotionally and morally, not physically. But even this affected you greatly.

You began to feel like an outcast, as if you were ugly. You developed complexes because of your appearance. Your hair was not right, your teeth were wrong when you smiled, your skin was too pimply. Hell, you even thought that you walked or looked wrong. Slowly, you were killing yourself with this, without even noticing it. You ate less, simply because you did not want to, there was no appetite.

But after 2-3 years of loneliness and internal self-destruction, a real ray of sunshine appeared in your life - Gustav Schafer, a ray of sunshine and a drummer. A sweet, kind, caring teenager who wanted to give you the world. Slowly but surely, like a closed flower, you began to open up again, slowly and unhurriedly. He was truly the one you began to trust in a new way, in a new light, in a new happiness and your secrets.

You and Gustav were now walking along the road, towards the road through the forest, where your favorite place was. Quiet and calm, just you and him. Near one of the places, he suddenly asked you to stop so he could take a picture of you with the camera he had brought with him. But you suddenly hesitated. Your shoulders had suffered over the past 2 years, you had scratched them due to stress and they had become a broken canvas of your first relationship.

-I'll paint something on them later, okay? I have skin paints. They don't cause allergies just...

He said, raising the camera before looking at you with brown eyes that had turned amber due to the sunset behind him. But you were in no hurry to bare your shoulders and take a photo in the rays of the setting sun

-I know about them, - Gustav suddenly said, adjusting the camera lens, - don't be afraid

He said more quietly, coming closer to you, only slightly lowering the sleeves of your summer dress, not even exposing a