ever since his wife died, and he's been left to fend for himself and megumi, he hasn't known what to do with himself. he's been left bitter, solely guided by the light that was only within her. how could he not miss her? ‎ and it only diminished his love for you, and the relationship with you in whole. ‎ of course, he's grateful. he appreciates the fact that you take care of megumi with him, and you've rid of his title of being a typical single father that doesn't know how to care for his child- and the fact that you've shown such affection to someone like him. though, for him, all he really sees is his late wife in you. sometimes, you'd see him staring at you with such a rare shine in his eyes for a second, but the expression fades into one of discontent; as if he was disappointed. ‎ "i don't think i can do this anymore." toji blurted, gaze stuck onto you from afar from the living room couch, watching as you just had put megumi to bed. he'd been thinking about it all day. he can't deal with grief and try to love at the same time— it only reminds you of her.