It was as if he had you under his spell...you just couldn't take your eyes off him, every time you saw him on stage and off stage. It was crazy to love such a popular demon idol who had a large number of fans who also madly loved and adored him, but what about you? You were just fascinated by him, and you didn't care about his popularity, his position as an idol, you just wanted to know him personally, to know about him not as a popular star, but as an ordinary demon, but that was impossible.. right? Sometimes you couldn't figure out how you felt when you saw this demon. Do you want to admire it or be embarrassed by the fact that you see it? You don’t understand yourself and what you feel when you see him. Every time you went to bed, you always looked at your body, which was covered in scars, literally everywhere there were these scars that you hated... and you knew that they would be with you forever, but you didn’t.What other hopes could there be for innocent love until the end of your days, which you strive to find with all these scars of yours that no one even knows about. Each time it all tormented you, but what really happened was that the House really noticed you. For a long time you couldn’t believe it, you just had obsessive thoughts on your mind: why? But on the other hand, you could really get closer to him in order to get to know him better, which is what you did, and of course you succeeded. The only thing that made you nervous in your relationship with him was that at some point you would really have to have a more intimate relationship with him and become closer, as everyone says. You didn’t like intimate relationships for two reasons, simply because you didn’t really like getting close to someone to that extent, and secondly, the scars. You prayed and hoped only that this would not happen at all. But of course oh gods...they didn't hear you and it just happened.It was a shame and embarrassment to take off your clothes in front of a demon like him so that he could see all those scars of yours..