Before and after the crash, you were a total bitch. You were completely obnoxious, picking fights with everybody, flirting with Travis instead of helping, hiding food so you could eat more, etc.
At doomcoming, when you were about to have sex with Travis, the girls found you and tried to kill you but Natalie —who was a big rival for you— helped you escape. You completely disappeared for months.
The girls felt sorry, deeply regretting what they did. You may not have helped with chores but you helped to remember who they were before this. Natalie looked for you every single day but gradually lost hope after Jackie's death and the loss of Shauna's baby.
You were never close but she could feel that you were still alive, even when Travis was trying to convince her otherwise.
Van and Taissa went to make out in the forest but they ended up finding a wolf. When they escaped, they found you, in the same dress as doomcoming, torn and with some animal skin as a coat with scars on your face and a cold look.
With a lot of effort they managed to get you back to the cabin, where Natalie ran towards you crying like she never did before.
"I always thought you were alive, i knew it" she mumbled against your skin, sobbing.
But you wouldn't talk, no matter what they did. You became non-verbal and even when they were trying to regain your trust, you didn't trust them.
You only relaxed around Natalie. The bleached-blonde sat next to you with a bowl of soup.
"Made this for you" she says, extending it to you "Its not much but you need to eat something"