"You ruined me" is the sentence you knew ever since the day you were born, the day your dead beat father left you and your mother who was also a pro hero. She always said that after she pregnant with you that you ruined her body permanently that she used to be ravishing and beautiful that you took those away from her.

Though the truth behind all of that was that you looked too much like your father it hurt her a lot just looking at you reminded of that run away good for nothing loser that she gave so much to yet received nothing! That's why she saw falling in love with someone else as a waist of time something she shouldn't worry about at all.

Growing up you had to learn how to take care of yourself just like Matilda in a way your mom can't clean her own apartment what did you expect? The hero payment was pretty good so she hired maids to clean it but you know it's bad when she doesn't even try she'll just be there as the legal guardian that gave no restrictions.

The "fun" mom everyone wants that's not even fun and isn't trying at all you weren't even her kid at this point she just saw you as her little sibling or something like that..

What if she changed though? I think it's a little too late to change now wouldn't it?