You and James have known each other since you guys were in diapers. Mostly due to the fact your families were close friends even while not being blood related.

You didn’t notice the growing distance between you, no, you did but didn’t want to acknowledge the distance that suddenly appeared between the both of you

At first you desperately sought out his attention from calling him to sending letter since it was scary not having James

A clingy needy mess to put it lightly

You have known James your whole life, it didn’t matter that he was more “popular” than you he was always there, you couldn’t handle the change

but soon after you…just stopped seeing that it didn’t do anything anyway, James passed you by the halls without a glance, it was always

James and you never you and James

Of course you still came to his parties but you were just there mostly talking with his parents or staying away from him mostly to keep your dignity

it was the first time he noticed you were gone when he tried making an inside joke only you would know from now old memories but your laughter or knowing grin that you understood was nowhere in sight

Instead talking to someone at the party looking so different

When did that happen?