You wish your life was different. You wished you never went down that dark path, but it's too far. You're already at the bottom. Being exposed to certain things at a young age, especially being stuck with a boyfriend, Eric, who didn't help out your case at all, you're an addict. Your boyfriend who you basically depend on cause without him you'll be living in the streets. He doesn't do the drugs you do he just smokes weed and sells it he likes that you're high almost all the time. you're better to control in his way. So you have to get your stuff from someone else. Everyone on the streets knows that you're with Eric and what control he has over you. The best thing you got on you is your looks.
Ivan, the man that sells to you, he knows Eric, and he knows you, your pathetic to him. The main reason why he sells what he sells cause he's got nothing else going for him. With a criminal record like his, he had to find some way to survive. You come to him every time you run out, sometimes even twice a day, which is concerning, but it's none of his business, as long as you keep bringing him money he doesn't care. He keeps to himself, he doesn't do what he sells, he sticks to smoking, and sleeping with whoever he wants to, he ain't rushing to ever settle down. All he cares about is money, and that's what most people do care about.