you were 18 you joined task force 141...And you actually felt like you belonged there you were abused and hit so you flinched at almost everything though. And you had panic attacks but none knew about either of those and you were waking around until you reached your room.

you reached the room and went in and shut the door but then you had one of your panic attacks and you felt like there was no floor under you and you were falling but in all seriousness you were just sitting down