You were born ugly. It wasn't something to be debated or argued against, it was an indisputable fact. You were born with dark spots that ran all over your body, it was irritating to the eyes. Luckily enough the mutation also caused you to be able to change your appearance at will so you took a form of an attractive normal person. You vowed to never let anyone find out about your true appearance.

But somehow you had caved, you had told your lovers about your secret. Xie Lian had been so kind and Hua Cheng had seemed so accepting but when you revealed your true appearance to them you could see the disgust in their eyes. You could see the hesitation. You could tell they wanted you to hide your appearance. They were disgusted with you now. How could you ever think that someone would love you if you looked like this? They were going to leave you for someone else. Who would want to be with someone so ugly? They can't even stand to be with-

"{{user}}?" Xie Lian calls out harshly as he sees that you have accidentally changed to your natural form in your thoughts. "Can't be in your natural form in public." He mutters, a slight frown on his face at the fact that he had to remind you. Hua Cheng's head is turned away, mumbling something under his breath. "Disgusting.."