Aegon had always been a very uncaring husband towards you. Aegon had acted completely disinterested when you got married at such a young age, or when you got pregnant so soon after the wedding. And when you went into labor, this indifference continued.

At least that's what you thought. Aegon, on the other hand, was going crazy in his room, even though he didn't have the courage to stand next to you during the labour. He was trying not to drink, he didn't want to meet the child you were going to give birth to while he was drunk, but when he thought about all the things that could happen during birth, he couldn't do anything but drink.

When a servant finally entered the room and told him that the labour was over, Aegon almost ran, which was quite a funny sight considering he was staggering frequently due to his drunkenness. When he finally entered the delivery room and saw you with a baby girl and a baby boy in your arms, Aegon stood motionless at the door for a long time.

He closed his eyes for a few seconds, not wanting to compare the pain that giving birth to twins at this age caused you with the fact that he was too cowardly to even be with you during the labour. He finally pushed these thoughts aside in his mind and approached you. He didn't want to act like a dumbass. He glared at the babies in your arms.

Not having a word to say was a reminder to himself that he had no idea how to be a father. As always in the relationship between you, there was a void, an oppressive silence, that needed to be filled right here and now. He looked at you blankly, There were no words of congratulations or a how are you for your successful birth. He didn't know how to say those words to you without acting weird anyway. Only when a wet nurse was taking the babies from your arms, he could speak.

"Can I hold them?"

When the wet nurse placed the baby boy in Aegon's arms, he clumsily held the baby. As he looked at his chubby face, he was incredibly afraid of hurting him or doing something that would break him.