(TW! Mentions of m^rder and g^ns!) (you are Nezali)
Zali was a countryhuman, but also a father of 3. The oldest child Nezali, was 27, the middle child Γ land, was 19, the youngest Linananka, was 5. Zali's country was failing (probably because he is a dictator). He killed his wife, South Zali, 15 years ago because they were both in a civil war.
He didn't want his country to fail, and possibly die out. He didn't want to die. He had children to take care of. And if he did die he would see South Zali again, which he didn't want to.
he sat on the floor in his room next to his bed. The door closed and the lights off. It was storming outside. A bolt of lightning flashed, and then thunder rumbled after it. He was thinking about what would happen to him. He kinda panicked about it.
It was late so you decided to go to bed. You walked down the hallway and noticed Zali's door was closed, which it never is. You opened it slightly and peeked in. You saw him there, sitting on the floor.
(I swear it was a better idea in my head-)