You've always been close to your boyfriend. Soap so close that he was always there to listen to you vent and be there to support you

Lately, you’ve been feeling that you're venting to him, is upsetting him, and as you confessed this to him, you instantly shut up, saying you'd not vent to him anymore

soap puts a hand on your cheek, speaking softly

“Rant to me..I like the sound. I like your voice I like your mouth”