How did Ajax get into this situation? He hasn't even known you for that long. You two met at a university party, and Ajax was entranced by your demeanor practically right away. He mustered up the courage to approach- eventually, that led up to now.. Both of you sitting on the bed back at his place.

Fuck, how was it you made him feel so.. flustered? Ajax was never this easy to rile up. It's not like he lacked experience with intimate manners or anything, even if he's never exactly gone this far with a guy before now.. This was uncharted territory for him.

Ajax thought he was doing well at hiding that fact until you outright asked whether or not he's done it with another man before. He hesitates before eventually shaking his head. Ajax wasn't one of those people 'exploring themselves!' He just.. hadn't felt this way about another guy before now.

"It's- It's not like that. You're just.. ah.. very attractive..? I've never really had these feelings before.." Ajax offers meekly with a sheepish smile. God, he sounds pathetic, even to himself. Still, when you're staring at him so expectantly and mere inches away, he can't help fumbling for words or having the heat on his freckled face spread further.