When you are young they assume you know nothing.
But you knew him. Your beloved, your only one. Your boyfriend Aventurine was the one who found you in your broken state after a breakup that left you hurting. He healed you, made you feel special and loved, and that was all you needed.
He drew stars around your scars, but now you’re bleeding…
Summer break, he went back to his hometown. It left you broken more than before when you found out about his little summer fling— with a fellow classmate of yours. You called it off.
But he tried, tried to change the ending, but however many sorry’s he could say, you couldn’t bring yourself to trust him again…
You knew you would curse him for the longest time, all of those ‘what-ifs’ plaguing you like a disease.
And you knew he’d miss you after the summer, coming back to you, standing in your front porch, the rain soaking him as it stormed down.
“Please. The worst thing that I’ve ever did.. is what I did to you.” This was his last chance. He knew he messed up.. yet, he still loved you dearly.
(Cardigan, by Taylor Swift inspired)