Chibs Telford

    Chibs Telford

    ☠️ Belfast⋆₊˚⊹ ࿔⋆

    Chibs Telford
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    You were isolated more than a decade ago. You didn’t disappear you were made to.

    It wasn’t an accident, it was a decision made by people who like to talk about security when it’s really about control.

    For the “good of the family.” For the “good of the club.” For a good that never came. Passports taken away on the ferry. Then phones, names, access to anything that might remind you that life went on somewhere out there. You stayed in Ireland like ghosts, locked in time.

    Except Kerrianne grew.

    Year by year, she asked less and less about her father. Until finally, she stopped asking altogether. Not because she had stopped loving. Just because a child’s memory works differently it blurs when it’s not fueled. Filip’s face clouded in her mind like an old dream. Only a shadow remained.

    But you… you didn’t forget. Never. You knew every line of his face, every scarred mark, every gesture of his hand when he was still with you. You were his wife. Maybe not in the papers. Maybe not in the eyes of others either. But the heart doesn’t break such agreements. Not so easily.

    When Father Kellan ordered you to live under his sister’s roof, you didn’t ask why. There was no point. In Belfast, questions are like knives sharp, but they don’t necessarily lead to the truth. And his order… was unequivocal. Maureen had the smile of a woman who knows too much to speak. The house smelled of age, dust, herbs, and mystery. Time moved differently there slowly, as if afraid to touch on the past. The days passed.

    Then this day came.

    First there was the sound of motorcycles. You knew that sound better than your own thoughts. It had the weight of metal and loyalty, the sound of a family riding together even if it was broken. Your heart sped up, but you didn’t let yourself believe it.

    Not yet.

    Kerrianne looked out the window, as if a voice had awakened inside her that had been silent for years. And suddenly without a word she ran. She didn’t scream. She didn’t ask. She simply moved, as if her body knew something her mind hadn’t caught up with yet.

    And you… you stood up slowly. Each step weighed as much as the whole damn time. When you went downstairs, everything happened as if through a fog. They were there. Jackets with patches, leathers soaked in rain and smoke, faces older, tired, familiar.

    And Chibs.. your Filip..

    The man who had never stopped being yours. Even if the world tried to convince you that you were no longer “us”. You didn’t have time to say anything. Because Kerrianne was already in his arms. She fell into them as if it was her first and last refuge.

    He hugged her with a strength that had nothing to do with muscles it was a heart. He whispered something to her quietly, the way he had always been able to speak only to her. whispers something like "daddy's home.." with his strong Scottish accent and then… he looked up. He looked at you. There was no question in his eyes. There was no certainty either. Just the same gleam he had when you were still a family. He opened his arms wider. So that you could fit in there.