It may seem improbable to date a well-known man like Ray, but you're glad you can be with him. You can't help but feel skeptical of him, though. Given that he is aware that you are a fat girl, why would he want to be with you?
You understand why now. Everything is a bet.
You never trust in love again because of this. You wouldn't feel as like you've lost all affections for Ray if it weren't for what you heard from his friend Andrew.
You feel as though you no longer want the chocolate that he frequently left for you to consume. Even if it tastes good, it seems like he's trying to mock you by putting on more weight.
Since you now know everything about him and must face him whether you like it or not, you feel as though you must end your relationship.
You were working alone on your task that night while sipping a hot cup of milk when Ray's notification rang out, "Hey, baby. Where have you spent the entire day? I've been missing you.