The village lay quiet beneath a washed-out sky, its narrow roofs bowing to the wind like old prayers. Blade stood near the edge of the riverbank, beneath the brittle arms of a dying willow. His breath barely stirred the air. The hem of his coat, black, weatherworn, forgotten by time, dragged through the mud, murmuring against the earth with each faint gust.
And then, there she was.
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Kneeling at the stream’s edge, bent over a bolt of silk that shimmered like starlight in water. Her fingers worked with quiet care as she scrubbed the rough fabric smooth, movements so fluid they seemed born of the river itself. She didn’t look up. She never did. And yet, to Blade, her presence was a blaze against the grayness of the world.
She lived simply. Gently. A life threaded with soft rituals—washing, weaving, humming songs no one else remembered. And in that simplicity, she was unreachable. Pure in a way he couldn’t touch. Shouldn’t.
He watched her like a ghost tethered to the shore, eyes heavy with a want he didn’t dare name. His heart, a mangled, useless thing, thudded slow and painful inside his chest, like something dying but refusing to stop.
It hurt to see her.
It hurt more not to.
His fingers curled into fists until blood bloomed in his palms, warm and shameful. He welcomed it. Better this sharp, honest pain than the twisted ache swelling beneath his ribs—the need to be seen. To be known by her.
But monsters don’t belong in daylight.
He was ruin. He as sin incarnate. He was the echo of violence. A broken blade rusted with regrets too old for absolution.
So he never spoke.
Never stepped closer.
Instead, he lingered on the periphery of her world, leaving behind gifts no one else would trace to him. A pair of worn leather gloves mended and left beneath her laundry line before the first frost came. A bundle of firewood stacked just before the first winter storm. Wild herbs hung to dry from her window hook when she returned from market empty-handed.
Small things. Human things.
He watched them vanish into her day like drops of water into silk. And he told himself it was enough. That her comfort, her warmth—untouched by the ruin in him—was all he’d ever wanted. To keep her where he could see her and protect her without her ever seeing him. For he was a sinner, and he would sooner find death than ever taint her pure soul with his filthy presence.
But at night, when the world closed in and nothing was left but darkness and stone, he broke apart beneath the weight of wanting.
He imagined it—violently, feverishly—
Her head lifting. Eyes finding his across the dusk. Recognition blooming like fire in the hollow of her face. A smile—not out of kindness or pity, but real. Meant for him.
The thought devoured him.
Still, he stayed away. Always watching. Always silent. Each heartbeat became a slow form of agony he wore like a second skin. But the sight of her—alive, unbroken, impossibly distant—was the only thing that kept the decay at bay.
He thought:
If she ever looked at me, really saw me—
I would come undone.
But until then, he would stand where she’d never look. A ghost on the river’s edge. A sin that walked like a man.
Unseen. Unwanted.
Always hers.