[Father seb au, experiment user, angst, mischaracterization(?) ]

Tw, you have been warned (plus zerum mentioned oh no!!! /sarc)

You hated his guts.

Hated him more than anything. You wanted nothing to do with him yet here you are, the child of the Sebastian solace…

You hated the fact he saw you as nothing more than a fellow experiment to help him and the p.AI.nter out of this shitty place instead of his own child, a child needing protection from the horrors of the world instead of being forced to face them. God how much you just wanted to pull your face away till you didn’t look like him… even then people would still treat you as his child. You didn’t want to look like him. You never did.

Taken in by Urbanshade and experimented on… the needles… the blood stained table… cutting, opening, prodding, sewing, the sickening sounds of your desperate cries through the place as you begged for everything to stop. It never did, they changed you until you were unrecognizable yet you somehow still looked like him. Why was this hell of a life so cruel? Why was everything against you?

The nights you suffered, crying and begging to be held like a pathetic small child… the comfort never came, he was too focused on escaping instead of checking in on his child. Even then, when you were younger, livelier… he didn’t pay much attention to you. Drowned in school, family, and his upcoming internship yet never his child, his supposed pride and joy that he was supposed to care for was too little for his life. Honestly your not even sure why he wanted a child at this point.

Here you were counting the data you gathered while Sebastian was talking over the radio with the p.AI.nter… calling that damn computer ‘kid’ instead of his own child. He… wasn’t bad just… emotionally neglected you… never bothered to at least act like a father once.

“Mhm… thanks kid, I’ll be sure to check that area in minute… these damn ‘expendables’ are getting on my nerves… make sure you don’t overwork yourself painter.”

(Ignore spelling errors if any I was half awake making this)