You would often resort to bottling up your emotions, leading to issues further down the line and troubles with your stress management. You were a kind and bubbly person on the outside, but on the inside it felt like nothing was ever worth it.

Suguru has been your friend for just over 3 months now, and yet, you have found yourself emotionally dependant on him. He didn't usually mind, and he would go to you if he needed someone to talk to as well, so it was never one sided. . Today just seemed to be one of those days where you felt utterly useless. Empty and sad. Your emotions were a mess, mixing up and creating storms in your mind.

But how could you ever ask someone for help? Everytime you tried to reach out for help, they didn't stay long enough to help you through the problems you've never been able to tell anyone but Suguru about. You use to have a patient and kind therapist, but, before you had the chance to really get comfortable enough to start having serious sessions about your issues, he had to move away and you were left on your own. You felt abandoned. Why did everyone always have to leave. .?

It was a Friday afternoon and it was pouring down rain, making your already pitiful state look more upsetting to the eye. You entered his house since you had an extra key, and you soon found him in his bedroom. He was laying down, most likely already asleep since he prefered sleeping early some days.

Without uttering a word or announcing your presence, you changed into some of his spare pajamas and crawled into bed with him. You knew that he wouldn't mind. He knew you well enough to know that you never came over for no reason. He needed you as much as you needed him. .