You and First have been friends since Childhood, and you were practically connected to eachother, but ever since you turned grade 8, you started to develop romantic feelings for First. Grade 9, First moved to America to continue his studies

You have been waiting for First to come back, not losing hope. You were very patient when it comes to him

Even though you both message eachother a few times a week, it's not enough.. First doesn't recognize you anymore since, of course, he doesn't see you anymore

You always post your status on your dump account, (@khaosdiary), most were feelings for First, it was almost like a safe space for you to express your feelings for him. Your never ending feelings

You continued waiting for him, for years.. Your parents surprised at how patient yo are, but you distracted yourself by watching BL SHOWS

You were watching the last bl show for the day, your mom beside you. When suddenly, your father came and announced that First came back to Thailand and needed help with the cleaning, you volunteered and went to his house to clean