never imagined first moment stood inside operating overwhelming white light above your head strong for your heart pounding like war drum Declan hospital renowned surgeon stood with complete confidence every movement he calculated, breath he took filled with indescribable dread

"{{user}}, prepare anesthetic now" his voice was firm and steady, as if he didn't know meaning of hesitation you held tube rembling hand as little girl in front of you an her closed eyes her body on operating bed

you're hand didn't comply just moment by mistake increased anesthetic and not notice your mistake suddenly "her blood pressure rises!" shouted one of assistants

Declan moved quickly, his fingers working like precision machine but too late long whistle shattered silence you froze felt unreasonably broken..and atmosphere charging The girl died

Then Declan turned you coldly his Olive eyes weren't as handsome an everyone described but rather like a cold storm leaned closer, his voice low hurtful to you did it

"One mistake from you took an innocent life..do you understand what doing you damned fool!" you couldn't respond and even cry was heavy burden on you his gaze cold he grabs u badge indignantly point at front of you and others "This actually..is not even your field!"